For the first time in my adult life, I cried in the shower today. I don’t normally cry over stuff. But today, I did. It was just too much to bear. I just had to let it out and I still get teary eyed whenever I think about it.

You might see me as someone who is very optimistic. Yes, I am because I choose to. But it doesn’t mean that I am happy, truly happy. I just choose to smile everyday and psych myself that I’d be happy for the day. But why is it so difficult to be happy? Why does it have to be an everyday struggle?

Then one day, I found my happiness. There is this certain calm and peacefulness with it. I was in denial at first but the force was so strong I can’t go against it. But was it just a temporary bliss? Why is it so difficult to hold on to the one thing that makes you happy? I just wish I know the answer.


Paco Park and Intramuros Day Tour

Last week, my friend Abba asked me to accompany her to pick up her Chinese friends and tour them in Intramuros.

We left very early to make sure that we beat the number coding in Manila but we got lost looking for Garden Suite Hotel, got caught and was issued a number coding ticket. It was just weird that none of the folks we asked know the name of its street as well as the hotel. Anyway, we were able to finally find the hotel and to our surprise it was just beside Paco Park. Geez.

Below are the photos I took during the trip. Enjoy!

Paco Park

Paco Park


Paco Park


San Agustin Museum


San Agustin Museum

Courtyard Door

San Agustin Museum

San Agustin Church

San Agustin Church


San Agustin Museum

San Agustin Musuem Lobby

San Agustin Museum

Manila Cathedral

Manila Cathedral

Inside Manila Cathedral

Inside Manila Cathedral

Fort Santiago

Fort Santiago

Fort Santiago

Fort Santiago

Revisiting Pinto Art Museum


The mandatory pose at the entrance of the museum

It was known as Pinto Art Gallery before and now it is called Pinto Art Museum. After 6 years, I had the chance to visit this place again.

The place is very different from what I remember. The old entrance door has been permanently closed and a new entrance door had been used. Everyone who enters the place is now required to register and pay Php 180 for regular guests while Php 150 for students. There are a lot of new beautiful structures that houses a lot of great artworks. I am particularly amazed at the huge gallery 1. They followed the terrain of the land and did not remove the rocks that were found on it. What they did is use the rocks as landscape design of the gallery which I think is really cool.

Here are some of the photos I took today. Enjoy! 🙂




Greek Like Structure




Art Appreciation

Gallery 2

Rediscovering OPM


I can no longer remember the last time I purchased an audio CD. It has been too long that I lost track. I vividly remember how I make sure to hang out in the music stores when I was still in college in between our classes and how much CDs I used to have way back and are now dusting somewhere in our house.

To make the long story short, three days ago I purchased Synthesis, an independently produced album here in the Philippines. I got curious and decided to give it a try.

Well, I was not disappointed. It is a pretty solid album. I was surprised at the artist’s musicality and I love all the tracks. But my personal favorites are Sayo Pa Rin and Barcelona. The music is catchy and the lyrics are well written. I was hoping there were more tracks though.

Kudos to Glaiza and her team! If you are into Indie Pop, please do grab a copy of this album. It is worth the money plus you get to support and encourage independent producers and composers to create more music.

Thoughts on The Legend of Korra Series


It has been two weeks since the series finale of The Legend of Korra (note that this post has been edited 9 times already because I cannot organize my thoughts for some reasons) and yet, I have not gotten over it. My head is still in a spin and I had to watch the last 2 seasons twice intently while looking for hints I never noticed during the first time I watched it. To put it bluntly, I really didn’t expect that Korra and Asami will end up together because I didn’t see the signs. Or was I just too naive to see it because hey, it’s a kids’ show! And even though, Brian Konietzko and Michael Dante DiMartino confirmed it, I am still wondering why I didn’t see it coming. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have anything against its ending. By all means, it is the creators’ story to tell and I don’t think there is a better way to end it, I just felt that I was missing something. The truth is I salute the creators because they are so brave in representing the queer in this show. I love Korra since the beginning of the series up until the ending because I have a bias on kick ass female leads. And Asami is no less than kick ass even though she is a non-bender and I like her as well.

This sort of withdrawal syndrome from the series led me to this tumblog here which gives the fans analyses of Korrasami. Thanks to the author of the blog I was able to fill myself with the gaps I thought I missed. And yeah, I did miss those. I was just not the too much of an analytic type of person on the show that I watch and was not expecting it in a cartoon series.

Aside from the growing up lessons that each season has imparted to its viewers, the fight scenes are epic as usual. (Man, I love those fight scenes between Korra and Zaheer as well as the one with Kuvira!) I will surely re-watch the entire series given I have extra time in the future.

As what Bryan Konietzko wrote in his blog post: You can celebrate it, embrace it, accept it, get over it… and that’s what I am going to do. So, now on to my next series please. 😀

My Boracay Adventure

This is another late post. hahaha!

Last October, my travel buddies and I went to Boracay. It was booked on a whim and to take advantage of cheap flights. To be honest, I never thought I’d ever set foot on this island because the water never really entices me. But boy, I was so glad I did.

It was a rainy weekend and we arrived in Boracay with slight rain showers. We were able to manage to take a walk during the evening but it poured overnight until early in the morning the next day. Good thing the rain stopped before we head to our first activity of the day, helmet diving.

Helmet Diving

Helmet Diving

It was quite an experience for me. I’ve never been in the bottom of the ocean my entire life or even swam the beach, simply because I cannot. For a moment, I thought I was hyperventilating during the first few minutes on my way down the bottom of the water. But when I got comfortable, I was able to overcome the fear I didn’t know exist. I am so proud of myself. lol!

We head back to our hotel after helmet diving to take our lunch. The rest of the afternoon was wasted by a not so pleasant experience but it was compensated by the beautiful view during the Paraw sailing.

My camera got soaked because of the waves while we were getting in the Paraw. I was worried that it might break or malfunction but good thing nothing bad happened.

Sunset in Boracay

Sailboat Crew

Boracay Sunset

I was in awe. There is only one word to describe the sunset, beautiful.

The next day, the sun was generous enough to show up and I was more than happy because it would be a great opportunity to snap photos.

Boracay Dude

Sail Boat

Child's Play

grotto in boracay

Too bad, we had to head back to Kalibo the same day for us not to miss our early fiight the next morning. It was a short but fun trip and I will definitely come back. But next time, I will make sure it’s during summer so that I can take more pictures and do more water activities. ‘Til next adventure folks! 🙂